every second minute hour or day that passes is another part of me that loses light. for a moment it seemed alright. you were there and it was still us. and i knew that at the end of all this i would eventually come home to you.
i wanted to ask him if he could tell me something good,but then i looked up and saw thathis eyes were nearly shut. he was holding me closewith both his arms;whispered like a feather, “my love.“ this isn’t something good,it’s much more than that.
how crazy is it that we go from living our lives together everyday to not being able to see and feel each other for months on end; how crazy is it that i have to hang on to the last words i heard from you on the phone, or the last photo i took ofContinue reading “new normal pt. 2”
my body is in constant war between what i wantand what i think is right for me and when every bone in my body aches for youand every pulse builds myself up for the inevitable you with all your gentlenessand with all your lovelook me in my eyeshold my hands close to your chestand say“it’sContinue reading “coming home to you”
my thoughts are difficult to gathermy words are getting way too ahead of themselves to form the right thing to saybut there is no one right thing to say, is there? when you’re around mei lose myselfand whether or not this is a good or bad thingi wouldn’t have it any other way it’s aContinue reading “the bare minimum”
quiet nightsand warm conversations about the sky, the ground, and everything in between you take a deep breathand i brush my hair back and look up you take a sip of your drinkand feel the warmth flowing down your chest our eyes meetand i see the light of the moon reflecting back at me inContinue reading “happy birthday”
i want to make a universe out of you pick out all the times i saw the light in your eyesand create stars out of themdrawing constellations from the way i trace lines with my fingers around your bodykeeping the heat between us two when all we know are each other’s skinthisthis will be theContinue reading “how a universe is made”
[time with you is a quiet and comforting existence;in those seconds our eyes find each otherin those seconds i feel your warmth all around mein those seconds you mark yourself on all parts of mein those seconds when words and laughter fill the airin those seconds when silence lingers] our space is safe.our space isContinue reading “you make the difference”
whenever i look around me,it’s pure chaos.i don’t know where to turn, but i seem to always be moving, moving in directions, where i am told to go. these things that surround me right now don’t feel right.and i honestly don’t know if i will ever have the courage to turn away from them.my heart aches for meaning.myContinue reading “untitled 2”
”what’s one word you would use to describe me?” “hmm, that’s a tough one.” “come on. off the top of your head, go.” … “love.” and not because i love youor because i’m in love with youor because i think you’re the love of my life. i say love because it encompasses everything and everythingContinue reading “you are love”